Thank You Mom!

I never realise how difficult it is to be a mother until I become one. All those sleepless nights are killing me. Suddenly, my life changed 360 degrees and I almost could not take it. I cried many times and had all the symptoms of post-partum depression.

My Mum was there to support and encourage me all the time, throughout my pregnancy till now. There were times were during midnight, I slept like a pig, couldn't hear the babies crying as I really beh tahan and was too tired. But she was there to feed and burp the babies. The confinement lady that I hired really useless. Sleep and snore like a pig. Sometimes I shout loud loud also she cannot hear... I have to shake her to wake her up. NIAMAH CCB!! I hired her to sleep more than me and my mum!

Now I really heartache to see my Mum looking so tired each day and yet, she can still do all the house work and take care of babies. I feel so sorry and really don't know how to repay her. I told her how sorry I felt and all she says was she enjoy doing all these.

Today, I was at the padeatrician clinic and I was talking to another woman, whose mother also quit her job just to help her daughter with her newborn. She told us that taking care of 1 baby is already very tiring, she can't imagine taking care of 2 babies.

I really appreciate what my Mum is doing and really don't know how to repay her.

I Love You, MUMMY!

New Camera Lense

I dropped my DSLR camera and broke the Sigma lense. Today, I bought another 2 Canon lenses, a 55-250mm lense and a 50mm lense just to capture portrait.

Since Suelyn was wide awake this afternoon, I quickly took some pictures of her to test the lense. Here are some pictures of pretty Suelyn...

Baby Suelyn is Mommy's pretty baby ah...

Making Fun of Kaelyn

Today, baby Kaelyn refused to sleep in the evening. She was wide awake, got bored and started crying. She wants to be cuddled. So I decided to have some fun with her.

I placed my hair around her face to see how she look like with hair, and it turned out to be darn hilarious...

Baby K: "Mommy so bad... make fun of me like this."