Warning: Private & Emotional stuffs involved

I am not supposed to write about this. I really don't wanna blog about stuffs which are of emotional essence in
Purple-Mushroom, but I just feel the need to shout it all out today. These moods struck me sometimes. And it just did today. It all started with me searching through Friendster as I was pretty bored at work today (well, I am very much bored each and every day though!) . I didn't managed to find any close friends, but just came across some of my secondary school mates. Ha! It was pretty funny to see people whom you used to hang out with long time ago and have sinced drifted really-really far apart after high school graduation. Then, I came across someone... a person so, so, so close in my heart. My Dear 'Lil Brother's profile.
I went through his profile, pictures, friends, comments, etc... and it just puts a smile on my face. I was reminiscing about the good ole times I spent with him, about 10 years ago... when it's all about Playstation, evening biking, roller blading etc. This is the one person whom I grew up protecting, guiding, scolding, quarrelling, laughing and crying with during my adolescent world. I sometimes really do miss the good ole times, just like what I'm feeling right now.

I don't know how to say this, but each time I come across anything to do with my Lil Bro, this same kinda feeling strikes. Eventhough he is an adult today, but my Lil Bro will always be my Little Brother, no more and no less. It's my duty to be there for him when he needs help.
Afterall, I only have one, and only ONE, Dear Brother.